patience...
June 27th, 2023 07:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wildcaribouthe feelings inside are bad today... again. it makes me think that maybe it's impossible for any happiness to exist in a world like this. and i might be right.
but as always i trust the process. my body is definitely working on eliminating something and i think i just have to shut up and comply and be happy that it's finally making its way out of my body.
my body holds a lot of depression from years gone by. stuff that was never processed. i would venture to guess all this right now is that process happening.
i just want my body back. i just want to be free. i jsut want to be me.
and at some point all this obsession with world events and geopolitics will probably die down inside of me, although right now these curiosities ring strong. what else am i hungry for? maybe if i feed those lions i will get stronger yet.
it's all a process, yes, yes, i know.
but as always i trust the process. my body is definitely working on eliminating something and i think i just have to shut up and comply and be happy that it's finally making its way out of my body.
my body holds a lot of depression from years gone by. stuff that was never processed. i would venture to guess all this right now is that process happening.
i just want my body back. i just want to be free. i jsut want to be me.
and at some point all this obsession with world events and geopolitics will probably die down inside of me, although right now these curiosities ring strong. what else am i hungry for? maybe if i feed those lions i will get stronger yet.
it's all a process, yes, yes, i know.
