it's been a long time

i shouldn't have left you

but i sorta had to,.... reading over this blog it strikes me all that has happened since my last entry. a lot has changed ; likewise a lot has stayed the same.

i've started to take a theological view on things,.. bizarre for me, i know,..

i have so much to learn

i still believe my fate is sealed

but regardless i'm extracting from life as much as i can,...

i hope i've gotten more confident in some aspects of myself?

idk right now i really am just in research mode and curiosity has become central driving force before i make any other decisions, life-ending or otherwise

yeah that thing

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